Saturday, August 28, 2010

Day 1: The waiting

Day 1: The waiting
aug. 23, 2010 9:23pm saturday

We met last night after i agreed to make friends with him..I was furious at him last day night(Thursday)..cant even dance at the dance floor because he kept scolding me even though he doesn't have the right ...but i did LET him have the right to do so i don't know why..we just sat there at the corner and he kept on leaning on to me which i kept him pushing away but he still leans back and says sorry..(pakipot ako eh)
on our way to find a jeep to go home that early in the morning i think it was 3am already,  i didn't go near hm..but he kept on again chasing me and telling jokes again and kept me hugging and stole kisses from me..when we got to ride a jeep to go home di kami magkatabi ng upuan..im at the other end of the jeep..
when we arrived at iponan he called me b4 he left because he wants to have a talk with me..but i refused and he left anyway..Anyways it was just a block away when i left the jeep too..we were just a block away from each other..but yeah i went immediately home beacuse i was just so sleepy and i didn't want to see his face..even though its killing me because i still do love him and i lied that i didnt love him anymore i said that i was tired of him and i deleted his FACEBOOK account which i made, but you see??i didn't and i lied because i want to see how serious he is..he said to me that he would still wait even if i don't want him to wait anymore...after i got home i immediately slept because when i arrived at home that early morning it was 4am and didn't even got to join the practice at 1pm-5pm..good thing a few just showed up to our practice and good thing i didn't have to leave our house(friday)...

My Mom woke me up early in the morning and i cleaned our internet shop as fast as i could so that i can go back to sleep again..She wants me to go wash my clothes even i don't like just so that my work tomorrow would be less..but i don't want to..i just lied and told her we have a practice even though i knew that we don't have any practices because of no venue and of the Fiesta in our city. when i woke up 1st thing in the morning I've thought of him and my works in my blogs and in my social networking sites just to say sorry to him..even though its not my fault..well..partly mine..i think i finished editing all of my efforts at d time of  4:30pm something...imagine??and i started making it i think just last night...its like forever when you wait...right???even now i still wait for his reply ..its now 9:44pm.He didnt even bother txting me at all...i even sent him an emergency txt yesterday and just now...and i hate to type today i hate our keyboard!!!
i just miss him..
i want to see him
waiting in vain O_O(saturday)

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